In this few days i just refuse to get out of bed. All i wanted to do was lie in bed and continue chatting with my 'grandpa chou'. Facing a lot of pressure and i dont know how to communicated with my mum now. I feel tired recently and i don't feel like going to school and also stay at home. )':

I was cried in school today! I can't finish all my homework because too many. And i scare get scolded by my teacher and also something happened to me yesterday. I didn't angry about what you said to me yesterday. But i felt sad and felt that no one was understand me now. Maybe i still not good enough to you or i not perfect like sister?

The 1st time i cried in 2011. I broke my record anyway! Thank you for my sister, cherry and tze yern for took more than 2 hour to calm me down. During recess, i talked with them about all the problem. I felt both of them could help me solve all my problem in my form 4 life.

I was thinking something about if i still not improve on my running. Maybe i will choose to give up on sport to concentrated on my study. I don't want to get stress and become second *****! And i felt that when i going to form 5, i think all my junior will stronger than me. Although i used all my time to stay back and train but i think my standard will stay at the position never wanna move again. Maybe is the time for me to retired. )': I admit that i'm not a good ketua and also a good runner!

Some more i don't know who is the idiot wrote this on the white board there 'Zon Bangsar 34 days more'. WALAO, i was shock when i saw this! That mean still got one month competition is coming. But it seem like everyone was so excited for it! Especially all the junior and one of my senior. Once i saw the white board i felt nervous but they still wanna to countdown for it! I hope i didn't miss a gold medals and also train for so long my timing still the same. )':

Kay, stop mention about that! A malay new students was came in to our class today. She called 'Nahdia'. Actually i thought she called 'Nahnia' at first. ROFL! I think most of you tau apa tu ialah 'Nahnia' loh hor? XD

God gave me a lot of thing but what for i still complaint this and that? Without a sigh you will success always. So next time doing workout will be no more complain. If everyone wanted to be a champion then who want to be the last? XD

A bad girl going to be good girl! (:

最近，心情简直掉下谷底！

很多东西，接二连三发生！

我发现自己很假，就连面上的笑容也是。

我说不出，更不懂得该如何说起。

现在的我，都不是以前的我。

Single Ladies running on the track. :D

Valentine's day is coming soon, this year will be the same. No chocolate no flowers no surprise , beside me is nobody. SAD!

Kay, don't mention about it anymore! )': I receive my new spike already! SEE, my baby quite handsome right? Got zip some more. XD

Nice or not? I love him so much loh.. (:

Next, yesterday i kena shoot by my coach. I forget to wear my flak jacket to go for training. Quite pain and angry actually, i just asked him is it used the same line with karjun. )': Then kena shoot already. Luckily P18 don't need to go for relay yesterday. If not i think four of us not only kena shoot by coach.

Check my last year timing, i was shock that my 300m run 45.78s before! Add more 15s for the last hundred meter. Guess what my timing is it? 60s!!! So bad, i can't maintain it now.

SAD SAD SAD SAD SAD!

Yerr, my sister went out with her friend for lunch. And i'm so hungry now. T.T

Last, i still waiting my Mr.right. XD

'2011'

EVERYTHING TOTALLY CHANGE FOR ME!

First i thought i have a chance to study with my friend in same block. God, 4a7 is the only class at block G with form 3. Although pengetua gave me an air-conditioned class to me. But i need FRIEND. I think few more month all my friend will forget about me! )': A lot of people asking me a same question in this few days; 'why you didn't take chinese?' I always answer this to them because got an air-conditioned so i stay there. But actually is not! :D

New year new class new friend i think. My class is the most special i think so. 1 malaysia! For those who want to change classes already passed their form to teacher. So now my class left 7 girl & 21 boys. HAHAHA, im the one of them. So kurang right? This year same class with those SK students, feel so bad in the first and second day. Because i don't have topic with them. Everybody know that i'm a gossip girl right? But now, i silent whole day in class. Quite sad, i miss celine so much! )': No choice! I have to using 'Campurlisation' to communicate with them, quite fun. But is not easy ok, but i'll try my best to campur with malay more. Because i like malay more than indian actually. (:

I will get my new spike tomorrow! Yeah, whole white with three black line. XD is 'ADIDAS' man!!

I thought sir bought me 'HEALTHY' spike. That spike quite 'LAU YA' one made from china. I don't like. Luckily sir bought me 'ADIDAS' although it same with bobo. GETTING new spike tomorrow quite nervous man!! B)

I'll very busy in this few month i think. Pengetua lay stress on the bangsar 51 gold medals. Sir want all AJK must win 3 gold medals on individual event! God, you know that my 1500m was bad! Haiss, no more curi tulang on my program now.. TRAIN HARD PUIYEE! (:

Everything is OK in the end; if it is not, it is not the end!

Bad news, Add maths is hard and i still havent find tuition yet. ):